they'll name a city after us

51. AJ Rafael!!

2012-01-17T18:25:00.002+08:00

Since 2009 I've been faithfully watching AJ's videos and I've never stopped being inspired by his passion and talent in music. And I never thought that I'll be able to even see him!! You know what's the best part? I HUGGED HIM. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? Even though i know he probably doesn't remember me already, It was kinda like a moment of happiness. C'mon beliebers, imagine hugging Justin Bieber. hahahahahaha.

Can't stop looking at the films & autographs i got that day. And because of this I couldn't concentrate in class today hahahahahaha

This is AJ Rafael!

Feeling so blessed because i took a picture with Noah Bartfield. HE IS SO CUTE!!! AND NICE!!! (He's the bassist in AJ's band) Unfortunately he has a girlfriend hahahahaha jkjk.

The pictures below, i got it from facebook. I don't whose pictures are these, but yeah, credits to whoever!!

@ the drama centre theatre. It wasn't full house, unlike Paramore concert back in 2010. It was a lot smaller compared. But the crowd was considered huge for a YOUTUBER. I guess part of why I admire AJ so much. He's not THAT famous, yet he's comparable to all of the super stars. His purpose is purely for the love for music. :')

I swear when he came out I was like "OMG AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!' because i was seated at the second row. I WAS SO CLOSE TO HIM SO I KINDA FREAKED OUT HAHA. and i swear his piano skills were amazing.

The Disney Medley he played for us was so great. and funny!!! He's really funny. He was like 'So wassup singapore, how're you guys doing LAH?" HAHAH. he actually knew our 'singlish flaw' when he was only here for a day.

Christina and Ericka :-)

Meet & greet session was AMAZING. I was so close to Noah. He's so nice and everything. But i din't get the autograph of the rest because my heart and mind was stuck to Noah & AJ. I HAVE TO SAY THIS AGAIN, I HUGGED AJ RAFAEL!!!!!!!! *screams*
I don't where did i find those balls to do that but the moment his attention was on ME, i just freaked out.

One of the best days of my life. Thank you God!! :-*

51. 2011's CG Thanksgiving

2012-01-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it, it's been 3 to nearly 4 years of being in church. And in the beginning I wasn't very much consistent or committed to the Lord. Untill early 2011, I began to take a step closer, knowing Him better, realising how great His love is, for us. I feel blessed and forturnate to know Him and His love. And I can never ask for anything better :-)

So the lovely W466 had thanksgiving on friday. The theme was 'sports olympic' so as you can see we were all dressed 'sporty' (only for that day) HAHAHAH.

The amazing Connect Group Leaders & Cell group Leader who've done so much for us:

gabriel hahahahaha

Samuel Jaime!!!

I was truly blessed that night. I never thought that i could've won anything. And I just wanna thank W466 for just being there throughout the years. I know we'll be able to battle through our problems through the Lord, as long as we stick together :-)

Church on sunday: I miss my cell group buddy Wang Mei Yi!!!

49. Dogs

2012-01-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

'Dogs are man's bestfriend.' I never understood that till 2011. I remember my heart beating like a drum whenever im less than a metre away from a dog. My neighbour had a dog 5 years ago, her name was Jazz. And sometimes she'd bring Jazz over for us to dog sit for her. Now that was a complete different situation because she was a puppy. So blabla, when she grew big, i ran pass their house all the time in case she jumps out to bite me (it happened once ok and i almost died)

So, i kinda hated animals. I assume all of them were abnoxiously annoying and creepy. (I STILL HATE CATS BTW) Until one day my mom came home and asked for a vote as to whether we were gonna have a dog. everyone was like so excited while i STRONGLY objected. but i had no choice right. I remember the first day she came over i hid in my room for quite long HAHAHAHAH.

So there i have, a 3 month old puppy. A new member to the Chiang family. (P.S: i wanted to name her cucumber) So anyway her full name is Thunderbelle Chiang NoiNoi. And as time flies from March 2011 till now I grew to love her. Even Pearl can't stop telling me 'I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU HAVE A DOG' hahahahahah

Puppy days:

her nose.

AFTER SHAVE:

Being a woman (having menses for the first time)

Shes the joy i receive after a bad day. And i always talk to her when i'm sad cause i know she won't reply HAHAHAHAH. So anyway after the face-to-face reality of a china fucker abusing a dog happened, I realised how sad is it to be a doggy :'( OK I MEAN SERIOUSLY. Take belle for instance, excluding playtime with us, she'll just be sniffing around, biting stuff, eating, or sleeping. Thats about it. TALK ABOUT BOREDOM. So ya, i'm cherishing what i have, to be even a human. and every day, she reminds me. MUMMY LOVES YOU BELLE!!!!!

Pictures of cute dogs from google: HEHE

hahahahah this was my P6 msn DP

Love, Me.

48. The start of 2012

2012-01-07T19:47:00.001+08:00

I keep wondering what the year will be like. School has started for me and it's kinda horrible. I have officially catagorized myself as someone with 'no life'. It's only been a week and i've been going home exceptionally early compared to last year, to study everyday. Even typing this kinda freaks me out. I know the rest of the year will be like this, probably even worst, but.... I'm still hoping for at least something to look forward to each day. I don't wanna whine 'Tired of Life' or 'SIAN' everyday anymore hahahahahahahahha.

Nevertheless, I am at least psyched for CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! Because i wanna wear my new dresses. hahahahaha. and of course, pineapple tarts. Especially celebrating with the girls, *excited*
Another event i'm looking forward to is AJ Rafael's concert!!!! i know, He's not exactly famous or some of you don't even know who the hell is he. But i really like him. I am so excited you guys will be jealous ONE DAY. I WILL GET HIS AUTOGRAPH OK. I WILL!!!
First service of the year:

Picture credits: Estelle.

xx

47. Lion King Zone Thanksgiving'11

2012-01-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

I am blogging so often these days!! But fear not, for I'll probably stop once school commences. Which is, the day after tomorrow. *facepalms* To be honest, i am actually 5% excited because of my new schoolbag, pretty pencil case and shoes!

So anyway WL sub zone had thanksgiving last friday. It was awesome! The theme was Lion King so the guys painted their faces while the ladies dressed up in Leopard prints. (i was a snake) Saw many familiar faces from Ushering. Am looking forward to any future zone camps to foster more friendships in the house of God!!

One of the games we played was to dress up a 'Lion King' of the cellgroup. and we won!!!
*hip hip hooray

We also won the title 'Most vibrant cellgroup' of the year. It was crazy, dancing round the whole room with tables and chairs. But i bet it was because we sat infront so they nominated us cause we were naturally the loudest voices they heard in the room.

Blessed to have a big spiritual family. Next up soon will be Cellgroup thanksgiving!! Theme will be Sports Olympics. GUESS WHAT I'M GONNA DRESS UP AS?!

schools back. I'm gonna get out of the car on the first day, with my bag slung on one shoulder, looking at the school's building and think to myself 'Senior Year'.
OK VERY DRAMATIC. see y'all in school!!!!

xx

46. You don't need a new year to change yourself.

2011-12-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

#Lastdayof2011 is today. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! Every new year I never fail to feel the previous year passing by so quickly. Time seem to be rushing like mad. Well lets say if the world seriously ends december 2012, i'd probably explode before the buildings crashes down on me. Why? because by then I would've been tired physically and mentally after battling the big 'O's. And why did i work so hard for? I won't know how well/bad i did and i have to die?! NO NO, THIS IS SPARTA.

I just read last year's new year blog post. A year ago, this day, I was still being stupid trying to get over someone special. AND NOW, I can officially point at him and say "i'm actually over you'. Everything is different now i guess. I remember asking myself "will 2011 be a dread or a start of something new?". The answer i have now is 'It was a dread, but also a start of something new'. And i'm pretty certain that 2012 will be a dread because of O levels. It's coming so soon i'm freaking out!!

SO. Resolutions. I have a few. And i'm stating them here so that in 2013 i can look back at THIS post to see if i can put a tick on each of them :-) Hi future me, Was O levels tough??
1) JIAN FEI AH ahhahahashajhsjaahsjha
2) Be hardworking for O's and not break down easily during revision
3) Grow spiritually and closer to God.
4) and i have to learn the guitar after O's ok!! and i hope we have prom *fingers crossed*

thats all, gonna countdown with estelleeeeeee. HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU CHEEKADEES! GOD BLESS Y'ALL

xx

45. Merry Christmas!

2011-12-31T18:29:00.002+08:00

Tell me, what is a better way to celebrate christmas with Church in the morning with the bestfriend and dinner at home sweet home with family? :-)

So i finally brought Pearl to church. I mean i've wanted to do that since I met her. Am so glad that she enjoyed herself and got to know some of the W466 people! This christmas was surprisingly great, mainly because I've received quite a number of presents. I mean when i was a little girl i naturally received abundantly from relatives but as i approached my teenage years the amount of presents decreased so drastically that there was a year i received ZERO presents. AND I WAS DAMN SAD. I am shocked and really happy to be blessed by my friends this christmas :-)
Thank you, to Pearl, Gin, Xuwei, Alicia.L, Meiyi, Simshuang, Deanna and Joanna :-)

BROTHER POH!!! :D
I admire him :-)

BOBO!

meet up with long-time-no-see friends; Jasmine, Siewwoon and simshuang on christmas eve! Something rather unlucky happened. Sigh, I swear there wouldn't be a fourth time.

Out with the girls FINALLY now that we're all back from vacation.

44. Back to China

2011-12-23T16:13:00.001+08:00

This post is a little long but it's worth reading! If not you can just move on to the pictures :-)

I've been to China numerous times, different provinces each time, which kinda explains the title of this post. Lets see.. first time was when I was Primary 5, to Chengdu Sichuan with the school for exchange programme. The second was in 2008, to Beijing. And the third time was last week, To Suzhou, Hangzhou, Wuxi, Nanjing and the awesome yet creepy city of China- Shanghai.

See my Dad has major issues with the historic years of China, I don't see him THAT happy when we travel to Japan, Korea etc. This trip was surprisingly good with the cousins and uncle! The first four provinces we've travelled to was kinda boring, more of scenaric and history. The last 3 days spent in Shanghai was disappointing as i've heard it was advanced, but still so much better compared. One of the days was free & easy so we went to loads of places to shop. A LOT OF EPIC SCENARIOS HAPPENED! I mean at the tourist attractions we met many nice locals but once we went to the city, the oblivious behavior of PRCs were reflected in a nasty way.

First we went to what we described 'begger street'. but actually its called 'Qi Pu Road'. There're a lot of beggers there. Worst than Vietnam. I mean they deserved our sympathy but we can't possibly give 1 yuan to every single one of them. One of the beggers was a young FAT boy. which is damn ironic because how can a begger be fat when he needs money to freaking eat?!
FIRST SCENARIO: The worst part was that there was a china guy who insisted us to buy his fake gucci bags. what a joke. we didn't wanna buy it (obviously) then he started stalking us a few streets. Honestly, i was terrified. Afraid that he would suddenly pull out a knife and rob us or something. Y'know, China? they don't shave pits. Until my cousin was pissed and had a tiff with him. Luckily he threatened with Police, he smirked and ran away. CREEPY OR WHAT.

Then we went to what we call 'Lucky Plaza' because it's filled with souvenir shops. I am only satisfied there because we bought bargainable comfortable silk pajamas. HAHA which i am wearing now. BEST BUY. wasted so much time there until a waitress recommended us to Zhen Da Shopping centre which is what we call 'Vivo City' because it was like a replica of it. Mom was terribly sick but she insisted to not go back to the hotel so that My sister and I can shop. How noble :') Saw H&M and we were like 'OMG' because for 8 days we didnt see a thing like that.
SECOND SCENARIO: We spent 2 hours in H&M. Let me say this for the upteempth time: Its way cheaper and better quality compared to the branch in Singapore.

THIRD SCENARIO: Dinner time. We went to Ajisen and there's this particular waiter. He has major china stinky issues. My cousin asked for an extra menu, he refused to give. until he asked for it 5 times but he rolled his eyes. fucker. Then he kept insisting my dad to eat this particular set meal which consists of beef. But my parents are non beef eaters. I assume he'd get commission if we got that set. My dad asked for another type but he persisted for that beef set. Suddenly, My dad banged the table, stood up and shouted 'BU CHI LE!!!!' like 'FUCK YOU THIS RESTAURANT SUCKS' then we all stormed off the restaurant. SO EPIC so scary.

FOURTH SCENARIO: Flagged for a cab to return to the hotel. Every cab driver knew we were tourists and tried to scam us. Every cab asked for a high price, and not counting by their meters. Fuck them.

FIFTH SCENARIO: A china dude with his car saw us flagging for a cab and immediately recognised that we weren't locals. He shouted across the street, offering a lift to the hotel. fucktard. Obviously he wants to kidnap us or rob us once we get into his car. Obviously we were'nt that dumb. His vicious intent freaked me out.

SIXTH SCENARIO: Saw A cute little puppy at a corner. As i was walking towards it, i noticed the chains around its neck. the next moment, a china fucktard was pulling the chain, allowing the puppy to hang on its fucking neck on the fucking air. kicking it, pulling it, abusing it. fuck. i exploded in tears. it was embarassing but the sight of it was too much for me to bear. I imagined it was belle. If it was belle, i swear i'd use anything i've got to murder him. Dad said that they were probably raising it so that when it grows up, they'd get to eat him up. FUCKTARDS.

See, i told you the day was epic. Just one day on our own, ONE DAY, without the tour guide and we could've died. These happenings made me realized how cruel or vicious a person can actually get. Anyway i'll let the pictures do the talking ^^

Winter trees. Botak Trees.

My bear-lookalike Uncle :-)

OH CHECK OUT MY SCARF. i call it 'My Christmas Scarf' its so christmas-y! I LOVE IT.

CHECK OUT MY COMFORABLE BOOTS TOO. SECOND BEST BUY.

Admiring my scarf and boots

Sweet :')

I'm a happy booty scarfy girl!!!!

pretending to be in a drama show.

LARD-Y MEI CAI KOU ROU.

Monkey on a goat HAHA

one of the most boring show.

DA TOUR GROUP FILLED WITH KIDS. (no hot guy)

Terrorist 1: look out

Terrorist 2: the robber

The Cousins :-)

Mao Zhe Dong's descendant.

This is to proved that I've reached the top of the mountain teehee

Da Tour Guide- Xiaoqi

2nd tallest building on planet Earth.

Da tour leader- Jane.

Make a christmas wish, put it in the box, stand a chance to win IPAD 2.

saying goodbye.

LONG POST ISN'T IT. Kids, be careful in China if you ever go there. TEEHEE

43. A&F's hot tradition

2011-12-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

Ok, I admit i was pretty embarassed about taking pictures with them because i felt typical. As typical as how every girl in Singapore seem to be crazy over 'Kpop' (which thank God i'm NOT). But when Siewwoon pulled me over I couldn't get rid of the big grin on my face because they are just so HOT!!! I don't know why the local guys in the checkered shirts were there though. They kinda ruined the whole 'THERE'S A WHOLE LOT OF SUPER HOT ANGMOHS IN UNISON WAITING FOR US TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH THEM' kinda thing.

owell, just look at them!! and Pearl is probably gonna pull me over there again tomorrow to take a picture with them. hahahahahahaha
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Love this girl, it's pretty amazing how we were NEVER in the same school, somehow meeting in a strange way through 'tagboard spamming' in 2008, and yet so close after 3 years. Am self-proclaiming to be her bridesmaid when she gets married in the future!!
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Look at Belle, the little joy and happiness i have every single day :-) So Carol came over to see Belle for the first time and she taught her some useful tricks. Which i'm proud to say Belle mastered the 'lying down' trick already HAHAHA
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Alvin & the chipmunks 3 will be super awesome!!!!!!

Anyway, i'll be going to Shanghai, Nanjing, Suzhou and other provinces of China tomorrow till the 21st! I'm so happy that I'll be back for christmas this year. I'm always not around for the past few years :-(

till then!

42. Chicken Baked Rice Tradition

2011-12-07T18:12:00.001+08:00

So Pearl went to Europe for 2 weeks and she's finally back!! Caught twilight for the 6th time, 2nd time in the theatre. She prolly din't get the entire movie HAHA. love our chicken baked rice tradition!!!! who else has a bimbo for a BFF?
Honestly can't wait for Shanghai next week. Singapore is so minute that i'll always have nowhere to go. Even though it's CHINA but owell, better than nothing. Oh and i can't wait for cellgroup's thanksgiving too!! fun fun fun till the battle of the almighty 'O' levels begin. How exciting.

41.

2011-12-03T19:27:00.001+08:00

Gonna start off this post with a dedication, to Caroline Schlmasfuss!! This girl, is a jealous bitch. but aww thats sweet. Jealousy is really sweet. I don't get why people generally think that their other half being jealous is actually annoying. Maybe because i haven't experienced much, still young. *twists*

So anyway, lets recap. Sec 1, we go to Bugis all the time. and we'll always have loads to bring home. There was once we stalked some boys we saw. and we were constantly wearing the same old shirts. But everything is different now, Bugis is so last season. hahahahha. A lot of bitchy wars happened between us but i'm glad its all over, FOR GOOD. Thinking back, it was really lame. Fond memories; Paramore concert, annual halloween trick or treatin, going crazy @ karaoke, shopping, boys, visiting her cute nephew and niece Jonas & Germaine, serious girl talk by the pool and a lot more. I mean even though there were a lot of stuff going on we still end up with each other OK THIS IS GETTING CHEESY. But most importantly, when the whole 'slut' note happened last year she was there for me. and thats what i treasure. To all those who stood by me, i'm truly grateful.
Shout out to Madeline, Pearl, Gin, Mahirah, ryan, yonglee, camden, ben, bingyi and all the others i can't really remember. i just feel the need to officially thank you guys for just being there.
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Things you need to know.
1) I love roses (and daisies)

2) I'm gonna open a super vintage cafe when i grow up.

3) I wanna attend a masquerade ball one day.

and there's a lot more than you think.
xxx

40. December

2011-12-02T00:38:00.001+08:00

39. Goodbye November

2011-11-30T23:27:00.001+08:00

I am sipping hot tea, through my lips, down my throat, enjoying every second of it, while blogging. I know, it sounds fantastic, super cozy. I'm also fantasizing myself with a Mac beside a fireplace with a cozy blanket wrapped around myself with hot tea. But thats my Christmas fantasy. OK WHATEVER. Am seizing the opportunity of the last minutes of November'11 to blog. Just wanna blog about how freaked out i am about time flying like crap. #hellodecember #pleasebeawesome

1) DELPHINE
or so i like to call her 'Delphizzz' 'charshaobao'. this is my first dedication post @ insideyourbag!!! (i think) so anyway, shes totally available, so hot guys out there, add her on facebook. I remember everything, from 2009 till now. everything was insane. Getting close, then somehow drifting apart again. Heartbreaks, bitch wars, fighting over a GUY. Thats part of life, i realised. So yesterday we were talking with Ben around my place, basically talking bout life. Now that we're 'seniors' (wow) we feel like.... CRAP. its so fast and shitty right min? we just can't wait for prom. (WE HAVE PROM!!!) i'm starting to love this girl. so this ones for you, min! :-* 'where em hot guys at?' 'don't let em bastards get you down' 'i am strong' 'we don't need guys, Pfft'

2) WANG
her birthday celebration!! as usual she was being dramatic. thats what i love bout her :-)

(picture credits : Xinyee)

3) BREAKING DAWN PART 1
i was mindfucked. FUCKED. im serious. i mean it was perfect. the wedding, the honeymoon, the drama, the gory baby part. how anorexic she looked. bet you potterheads find it boring. but i'm sorta the 'romantic' type, so action packed movies like Real Steel, Transformers are way outta my league. I really love twilight saga you guys. I have this fetish for vampires. sadly they don't exist. I'm sad that the next movie is the last one already. BUT ANYWAY YOU GUYS SHOULD WATCH IT. I RATE IT 5 GOLD STARS. i love Edward, he's the hottest. Bella is somehow unexpectedly hot. Jacob made me cry during the movie. Charlie was cute with the moustache. Alice is so nice. Emett is kinda cute too. Dr. Cullen is so charming.
and i'm gonna stop here. this is awkward.

BYE GUYS!!!!!
xx

38.

2011-11-22T13:50:00.001+08:00

Haji Lane with Carol yesterday. Surprisingly it sucked. Except for the cupcakes. it was AWESOME.

the very awkward xuwei.

and Carol's poodle- Sunday!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PASTOR YOCK KIANG!! as usual, service was great! invited Chengyun back for service. really hope that he'd come for service more often! fellowship at safra- watched almost the whole cg playing LAN. it was horrible because i absolutely hate lan. Ask Madeline/Ben and you'll know. whenever they meet up for chambers or cyrus, i'd say i'd rather stone at home.

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This my beloved mommaaaaa

my old yet strong grandmother.

and my family :-)

this blog post is gay. going to meet madeline now!
xx

37.

2011-11-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE!! okay so i just added another gadget to my blog, linked up the friends who have blogger. sadly, theres only 5. WHATS UP MAN. everyone is reverting to tumblr. Anyway, comment on this post if you have either blogger, livejournal or wordpress. thank you! :-)

this four months is gonna be a struggle due to the Arise & Build. but its actually teaching me a lot, in terms of self discpline, resilience as well as the love of God. Anyway i'm feeling like some 'ganchiong spider' nowadays; thinking of working out a study timetable, and everything. Maybe i'm just procrastinating. I'm just worried and terrified of O levels. go on, tell me how i'm just overreacting because its not even 2012 yet! But because of how complacent i was back in 2008, i plunged for PSLE. A single mistake could easily ruined your life forever. WHICH IS WHY i've decided to work an extra mile next year. I'm gonna be an absolute no-lifer, i guess.. keeping my fingers crossed.

36.

2011-11-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

quick post, gotta catch up on PLL and then off for bs!
so recently i read my 2008/9/10 & current blogs and I realised how much have changed. how i've personally changed, in terms of perspective and OF COURSE, my typing style. Major face palm, especially those in 08 & 09. I SWEAR. well im so glad that i've changed, Thank You Jesus :')

plan to exercise with Gin yesterday failed horribly. i really need to exercise!!!! i want to. i'm just lazy ahahahahah. why why why wai the stadium so far away from my house >:

35. gone.

2011-11-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

funny thing, how we meant the world to one another and now we're just apart. its as if we all stopped trying. indeed, a picture speaks a thousand words.

Mahirah, Gin, Pearl. if you guys are reading this, note that i miss us. Us as a WHOLE. i miss how happy we were in that video.

xx

34. this is my oktober

2011-11-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

holidays are here!! well, sorta. tomorrow is kinda the last day. anyway even though the holidays barely started, i've had my own fun this october! firstly, just gotta blog about an awesome guy that came in my life this year. Thats Eric Wolf, the exchange student from Germany who came along with Anton to join us for a year! hes an interesting guy, i admit. even if singaporeans call them names like 'chao ang mor' they'll still keep it cool and be like 'ok can continue' this kinda thing hahahahaha. So he left us just a week ago and i just wanna say that you will be remembered, from the bottom of our hearts :')

Great stay at Mandarin Hotel last weekend :-)

also, celebrated Hansel's birthday :)

THIS.

i love xiao long bao!!

this girl, is my bestfriend :')

OK HERE GOES- HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEN!!! as usual, same tradition every year with Carol- trick or treatin!! this year was different because Gin joined us :) and compared to 2009 & 2010, we collected the most sweets this year. maybe because we walked non-stop for 5 hours?! lets seee.... 09 i was nothing. '10 i was catwoman. and '11 im a wizard! hope my sister doesnt read this because i stole her hat hehehehe.

i love this woman!

c'mon just look at our treats. freaking hell?!

Eric's farewell bbq.

you will be missed :')
have a blast this holidays before the battle of 'O' levels begins guys!

P.S.: you guys gotta click on the picture for an enlarged version, i honestly don't know why its so tiny this time. and also, credits to Gin & Carol for the pictures!

xx

33. what you don't know, won't hurt you

2011-10-24T16:23:00.005+08:00

Came back from school early today. I've been doing that, ever since exams began. I remember how i used to be really reluctant to go home before 7pm and would rather stay out doing nothing. thinking back, i'd realised how stupid that was. but now that im at home more often, the thought of being an absolute 'no-lifer' kinda freaks me out. ahhhhhh

anyway, the timetable for the 2 week extended curriculum thing is out. AHH. totally no mood to attend every lesson. im still weary at the fact that next year is gonna be a tough battle to handle. AHHHHHH life being a Singaporean, tell me 'bout it.

Out with one of the best girls in my life :-*

and back in Jurong West services this weekend!! gahhhh it felt super great there as it was where i first felt the presence of God. nevertheless i must admit the facilities @ suntec is definitely better! even though its harder to get there.

Alicia Leo, the one who is giving me Bible Study lessons :-*

& Estelle, my oldest friend (7 years!) and the one who lead me to Christ :-)

am grateful for the people around me. and as im blogging this belle is soundly asleep on my lap :-D

32. W466

2011-10-17T21:03:00.012+08:00

hey cheekadees! my exams for the entire year are officially over whooo! as happy as i might be, i'm also feeling very very very very very dejected :'( my results are like damn bad! but to console myself, everyone did badly so its ok. MUAHAHAH. i mean the papers were really hard, like almost every paper. and the thing that hits me bad is that, i've never studied so hard in my entire life. even during PSLE revision, im all 'fuck it, idgaf'! and yet, i've got shit results. #brilliant

anyway i know i shouldnt brood over it since its already over?! i know i can't just chill or relax the rest of the year since i'm taking O levels next year. nevertheless i'm still gonna make the best outta it :-) i'm thinking... a lot of stuff. learning guitar, bible study etc. whoo! time is gonna fly so fast that i won't be able to catch my breathe. hopefully God will give me the strength to get through next year. Gosh, i'm already scared. OVER REACTING MUCH?!
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out with the bestfriend:
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i mean can you even believe that she was so excited over a bowl of Wanton Noodles?!
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well well the title says it all- w466!
if you dont know, they are like my family. a bunch of ordinary people on fire for God, in a cellgroup! so last weekend we went to Dakota for some filming thing. FUN FUN FUN

Yunrui :-D the leader of our family!

P/S: being an usher for the past month taught me so much, fostered great friendships & stuff. am feeling blessed for such tremendous memories in CHC. Praise the Lord!

Ohyeah, the Sec4s this year officially graduated. i dont really have pictures of them, but just gotta say that i'm gonna miss them being my 'senior' because now that WE're the senior, its just plain boring & weird. really.weird.

Marcus!My big brother who lends me calculator ALL THE TIME- Daryl Chui AKA AHCHUI!

just took this- KUMAR TEEHEE

i do have a picture with Camden but i'm lazy to upload it hehehe. also to Eugene, Sufi, Xuwei & many more cheekadees, all the best for your future!

31.

2011-09-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

These few days i've been talking to my Mom, like a mother & daughter heart-to-heart kinda thing. & im really thankful for these talks that made me see things differently. I've always wondered if i should go on to college or to a polytechnic after i complete my O levels. I've always thought there isn't much of a point to study and slog so much when the end product is never sufficient. I ask God, which is the path that leads me to what i wanna be in the future?

My mom totally enlightened me! no joke. for real. gurantee plus chop chop chop! i've gradually realised that the world is cruel, reality sucks. but all we humans can do is to face it. people can be really abnoxious, more than what you can even imagine. because these are tricks & works of the devil. everyone is selfish, whether you succeed in the future or not, it is not for anyone but yourself. because the truth is, no one really bothers. Also, when people bring you down with snickery remarks or words that cuts you like a knife, surely its immature to fight back with words that don't mean a thing at all. My Mom tells me, all i needa do it to do what i need to do, and time will tell. Soon enough, these people who bring you down will realize something as well.

Nothings beats a mother's warm hug, love & care for us. If this was twitter, i'd ask you to RT IF YOU LOVE YOUR MOM

30. 3 years

2011-09-17T15:59:00.002+08:00

Blessed 17th birthday to Ryan the bestie who has been with me for almost 3years. I am indeed thankful to have met him & that even though things are kinda edgy for him right now, in my heart, i know he'll will not turn astray no matter how reckless he is, and that deep inside, he is kind by nature. Sure do miss those times! Gotta catch up with him real soon :-*

Love,
Me.

29. Procrastination

2011-09-09T14:49:00.002+08:00

ok, this is very bad. so at first i made this time table for this entire week since its holidays, to wake up at 9am each day to study then go out. but guess what? its already Friday and i haven't started on anything yet. and now, im blogging. great. so great.

today is considered the last day of the short term break excluding the weekends. lets just say it wasn't exactly a very productive week. owell, exam officially commences at the end of this month. so i guess the next time i visit insideyourbag will be october. wish me luck guys! HOWEVER, i'll update my Twitter account everyday so do follow me if you have not done so! http://twitter.com/insideyourbag
sigh, i wonder what it'd be like next year. there might not be Prom for my batch next year. kinda meaningless eh? its like finishing the whole hectic battle of 'O' levels but without a proper celebration for it. weird.

i wanna watch Smurfs! anyone??

28.

2011-09-04T21:29:00.001+08:00

27. Love

2011-09-03T02:28:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, “Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?” Richness answered, “I’m sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you.” Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.” I can’t help you”, Vanity said, “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.” Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, “Sadness, please let me go with you.” Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry, but, I just need to be alone now.” Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, “Happiness, please take me with you.” But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.
Then, she heard a voice say, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?” “It was Time”, Knowledge answered. “But why did Time help me when no one else would?”, Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.”

-http://shewearshighheelsiwearsneakers.tumblr.com/

friends, do not rush into love, for time tells everything.

26. my dream cafe

2011-09-03T02:18:00.008+08:00

as all of you might/might not know, my likely impossible future is to be an owner of a Cafe, married with kids named Chuckie & Jonah. HOWEVER, even though i know its impossible because i have $0 saved for the cafe UNLESS i strike lottery/marry a rich guy, *gasps* i still have my fingers crossed, secretly hoping and visualising each day. i know this all sounds gay but trust me, its so good.

In a beautiful City Of Love...

At the corner/avenue....

Lies a small, bright, humble cafe....

with pretty cool drinks...

NEAT WAFFLES AND FUCKING NEAT ICE CREAM, simply made to perfection...

none other than... CinderElf (cafe name)

so...i guess you can roughly visualize what i've been visualizing for YEARS... i know you want this future too BUT hey, BACK OFF!!!! back.the.hell.off.bitch.

hahaahahah, photo credits none other than: Tumbl1r

25. wake me up when september ends

2011-09-03T02:01:00.008+08:00

-Farewell Anton.
starting off this post with a dedication, to the blonde guy at the extreme left in the picture below, even though i am pretty sure he wont be reading this. hahaha. anyway hes a german exchange student in our school. the irony is that i wasnt close to him untill his last two weeks in Singapore. owell, its nice to know a german :D i've always thought that penpals from germany would be really cool, thats if they pay for the stamps. hahahaha jk jk. ANYWAY, hes going back to Germany this week and i just wanna say that he reminds me of justin bieber and that it cool that he doesnt think that Asians aint cool! yea!

-Movie & Sentosa with my girlfriends. i just love girls day out, anytime. cause y'know, i ain't in the same class as them so its hard for us to hang out especially during recess or lunchtimes! fortunately i am not forgotten & we still do outings so this is still very very, very awesome! yea!

-SOT graduation'11

Xueli's big day! it was a blast. service that day really impacted me and inspired me to attend School Of Theology when i'm about.. 19 years old. hahahahaha. lately i've grown a big margin spiritually and am feeling blessed everyday because i know that, deep inside, the Lord never forsakes me, us :-)

-CHC 22th anniversary

the day W466 all turned geek :-)

Exams officially commences on the 29th of this month! time for me to start fire and get going! i dont know why, but im excited. just to share something- i've been getting mostly Cs for midyears but this term, i've improved a lot and im really happy except for the fact that I GOT F9 FOR EMATH. that sucks! for all you cheekadees taking EOY/O levels this year, all the best!

"And this is the confidence that we have in Him, that, if we ask any thing according to His will, He heareth us." - 1 John 5:14 (KJV)

24. two years

2011-08-13T11:24:00.007+08:00

Lord i live to worship you. My Jesus you're the only one for me nothing could ever take your place my precious savior. and who can stand between my lord and i?

hey cheekadees. guess i'm really not used to the habit of updating so often. but the irony was that i used to blog everyday, even on days when i did nothing, i'd eventuallly update bout, something. weird. now im thinking, who the hell does that?! anyway, i still refuse to believe that its August already. August was such a painful month for me two years back. loads of memories & lesson learnt. tormenting it is but i still do miss those times, a lot actually. so much have change this year. sometimes i think i can't cope. but i know God is with me. However hard things are i'll go through with it anyway.

so, UPDATES! -Emerge this year was awesome indeed. i realised that there're so many talented people in our church! and then i'll feel inferior cause i think i have no talent, in any aspect. but hey, everyone has a talent that you may have yet to realize- i believe. -Next was ministry weekend in church. I joined Usher! training was really awesome. i learnt so much, & im really excited to start serving in church starting next week! im superrrr eggcited but afraid i'll screw up at the same time. sighhhh. -i have no comments about school.

enjoying my weekend. ciao

23. bad day

2011-07-15T23:48:00.007+08:00

The thing about bad days is that you can't do anything about it. And i mean ANYTHING. because everything is pure coincidence. Its not like god planned a bad day for you to make you learn a lesson. Some things just happen without a reason. and today, can be counted as one of the most fustrating days i've ever had, excluding the part when i caught HP7 (which was really awesome btw) & had no lessons.

1) i have this giant pimple on my cheek. i have no other pimples anywhere else except this big one. and its freaking hideous.
2) i think my period is coming. i've been Pre-MSing.
3) i missed my bus stop and had to walk all the way. fuck
4) flag for 10 cabs who rejected me before one finally came
5) cab meter fare jumped faster than the speed of the cab
6) saw a pile of barf at valley point

all these little things add up really made me wanna explode. In my head i was all, 'fuck my life kill me please shoot me shoot me cbcbcsnabcnsbc" i know what you're gonna say- 'girls love to whine over small things' But i swear, all these are worst than having my heart broken.

sometimes i wish i could just go somewhere where nobody knows me, and start anew, even though i know i'd be back to square one.
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hey you. i hope you'd be reading this, because its really good to know. i dont know if you will now that things have changed and you have better things to do or be with now, but i remember, you'd always read my blog everyday in the past. even when i dont update, you'd still visit this page every day. i remember the bestfriend who would always care for me, even over the littlest things. one who would protect me, cheer me up & make sure i make the right decisions in life. but now, all i see is a guy who refuses to wake up. and realise the importance of grabbing whatever you have left, because sorry to say, its slowly slipping away. because you dont give a shit. & im sorry i failed to make you realize. what do you care about now? touch your heart. probably nothing except one person. you dont even care about the consequences of your actions. everything just push behind, and handle them later. by then it'd be all too late. i'm not complaining in that way, i meant the bigger dreams that you have. and i know that the future that you saw back then, doesn't include what you're doing now. touch your heart. i hope that one day, you'll snap out of everything. and i'll continue trying to wake you up. still, when you need someone to lean on, i'll always be there

xx

22. and the battle begins. again.

2011-07-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

now that a new semester begun i'm officially bored, and literally groaning about how boring and sickening life is. i know i'm supposed to be grateful that i can be what i am but y'know, when is anything ever enough? thats right, nothing.

so i guess im supposed to sit around and watch life play me out. study & struggle & change when there're room for improvement. right...whatever. ANYWAY. i'm gonna start guitar lessons starting next week, every week! really grateful to Brian for offering to teach me & Josh for helping out as well. Its gonna be legendary i swear! Its what i really need right now-something new. church people are really nice *grinning like an idiot

this is totally unglam but i dont care. HELLO WHO IS EVEN READING?!

my two favourite guys ;)

& the lovely couz and bestest wang!

sports day tomorrow. excited, no?

21. goodbye term break

2011-06-26T18:51:00.010+08:00

okay considering the fact that school starts tomorrow (urgh) i should update about the holidays. i wonder who ever reads this page. its okay alicia, 10 years from now im gonna come back to this and reminisce :')

have been going over to Ryan the bestie's house for a million of times. i admit this holidays seem wasted because we didnt even ton once. every single time we plan to ton together, i kinda blew it up. well i sure hoped things didnt go wrong but they did! so i apologise to ben & ryan!

guess who finally met her 3years bestfriend from another school? know what the best part is? i can tell her everything, any secret, and i dont have to worry if she tells anyone or backstabs me because her friends are not my friends. ANYWAY, i wanted to bake with her again like the last time but instead we headed to town.

together with Huiyi :)

the girls came over to my place to see Belle for the first time. They love her already! they even smell like her.

say, 'awwww'

Usual routine to town with the bestfriend:

fresh manicure for the season ;)

okay theres definitely more, like excersizing & homework day with GIN NG but the pictures are still with her. as well as shopping, movie & flea with Meiyi but we haven't take any. HAHA. talking about the booth we had that saturday, it was the worst flea ever. earned peanuts and spent them all the next day. this shit really sucks. and i still have so much more to sell. dayumm. next flea @ homeclub perhaps? better sale there i presume.

TERM 3 TOMORROW. uniform on, backpack ready. whats next?

20. vietnam for the win!

2011-06-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

when we first reached this busy developing country, i kinda regretted signing up because i expected it to be real dreadful. AND OF COURSE, i was wrong. i mean i admit some parts were really boring and awful but there was still a part of me that missed that place when i got home. Thankfully for the people who went there with me. I've learnt so much and i cant believe im saying this but what the heck- Being a singaporean kinda rocks.

fun fun fun fun!
( picture credits to Gin, i do not own anything )

free vietnam hats for all.

water puppets!

lady-in-the-making.

the bestfriend.

retards who made this trip awesome

okay the speed boat trip, according to Madeline was the best part.

This is Laki, 'lucky', our tour guide. hes really nice. and we sure do miss him!!

my roommate and bestfriend whos afraid of opening the drawers cause we imagined some amputated limps inside. teehee

motorcycles there were 10 times the number of cars. wow.

Met alot of little boys & girls there. they're really cute & friendly. there'll always be a thousand flies around their legs but they seriously dont give a shit. its like they feel nothing.

this is bao.

i named him kelly. hes my favourite :-)

this is bao's brother, i assume cause they're wearing the same outfit HAHA. together, they're Upin & Ipin

and two hours of shopping time at a market with nothing to buy. and then there was another hour of shopping at a mall. besides food & a fan, i swear i bought nothing else. OH WAIT, i bought this pretty calender with pearl. heehe. anyway, with nothing better to do, Madeline, Darryl & I settled down at a bistro for a drink. was that the best part of the trip??

pretty young girls selling fans.

all my girls looking good :')

check out our rainboots. GOT REALLY DIRTY.

really.dirty.

Hi darryl. my good friend whom i forced to come to this trip. he came over to our room for a tea party. he admits, its the best tea he ever drank :) HAHAHAHAHA

okay overall i didnt regret coming to this. except that 5 days seem like 2 weeks. when i go back, the days till school reopen were numbered already. SIGHHHHHHHHHH. vietnam is good, visit there someday!

19.

2011-06-02T13:56:00.006+08:00

Happy beginning of a new month!

everything seems to be coming and going so rapidly. in a blink of an eye, half a year of 2011 is already gone. life is seriously so short. so darn short. but i know the best is yet to come!
im so so so tired of life playing me out all the time. it seems lke the harder i try, the greater the disappointment. from now on, i'm just gonna sit back, relax and let things go the way that they're meant to be. afterall, god makes no mistakes, right?

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JUNE HOLIDAYS BABY

2011-05-31T23:53:00.007+08:00

been spending a lot of time with Carol lately cause shes flying off to Germany tomorrow for about 3weeks. What a lucky girl right? poor me poor girl hahahaha. so anyway we went around town and we realised that theres actually nothing much nowadays, nothing really attractive but the irony is theres GSS now! Went to karaoke and we.seriously.lost.it. i mean really lost it. it was like putting down the troubles & burdens on our shoulders and going free for awhile. AND IT WAS DAMN FUN. I WANNA DO IT AGAINNNNNN

i hate this color >:

but of course, before the holidays even started theres level camp. so called the last 'adventurous' camp in our lives. went to malaysia and saw loads of different things, which made me realize how fortunate i am to be who i am compared the the people i met there. Thanks to god of course ;) went to the mountain and i almost died from asthma. went to the jungle and i almost died while my leg was entangled with the tall bushes together with beetles URGH GROSS. but guess what, i still miss camp

when you go on in life with absolutely no drive, it.freaking.sucks.

her name is Belle

2011-05-22T15:07:00.009+08:00

loads and loads of slacking & fun i had during the exams period, which explains my poor results. but on strong defence i can say i did well, for a few! lets seee, level camp @ malaysia is on wednesday. i am somehow excited but disgusted at the thought of bathing at such a filthy place. like seriously, i was homesick last year at sec 2 camp. URGH. cant wait for the vietnam trip in june, i can picture me laughing & rolling on the bed with madeline. weird. HAHA. & i psycho-d Darryl to go for the trip too! exciting or wut ;)

town with my 'long-lost-friend', Caroline. i remember how we used to spend almost everyday together in June 2009. things got rough in 2010. but this year, i guess, things are better :') anyway, the best thing out of that day was taking neoprints. i have no idea what i was thinking, but when we passed by the neoprint shop, we immediately looked at each other and i knew she kinda wanted it like i do. HAHA just like bananas in pyjamas. Neoprints was so last season, right?

with the two girls who just got kicked out of the single ladies club this year. can't stand the sight of them in love. hahahahaah

my new friend this year- Amanda!

those were @ Gin's birthday chalet. this girl is amazing, trust me. i would never have got through Sec 2 if she did not come into my life. Thank God!

BY THE WAY, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, did i mention about an addition to my family? SAY HELLO TO BELLE!

look! so cute right! her name is noinoi/belle. belle for beauty, and 'noinoi' for PLEASE (i think ) in thai. i swear, her stomach hair turns me off. gotta shave it off soon! so you chickadees who wanna come to my house to see her better make it quick before she turns bald!

Life Goes On

2011-05-19T21:34:00.005+08:00

finally like finally updating. looking at the previous date i've updated, it doesn't seem THAT long. but during this period of time, so many odd and different things happened. well.... not exactly also la. hahahah i promise i promise i promise to update this page more often, since exams are over. YAH, EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR YIPEE!
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well you know what i'd always say after the end of a relationship? 'Life Goes On'. all the time, without fail. gurantee plus chop chop CHOP! and i can say i can be pretty optimistic when it comes to this kinda stuff. throughout my 15 years of immaturity and lameness i've learnt so much. and i realised that sometimes you think you're that strong, like 'oh, if i were in her shoes, i would've handled it much better' but when the real deal really happens to you, you'd be in a mess. Exibit A- ME ME ME. okay, its partly a good thing la. actually, whats most important is having bestfriends and family around you. & i know i look like im talking to myself, but really, i think i'm getting nowhere so i should stop here.
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BUT! i have to talk about how i worked hard for my mid years this year! as well as how i failed my science, again. but suprisingly without cheating or whatsoever, just depending on my effort, i actually did it (for some). WHICH IS A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME i think. time to grow up for me. being a kid is awesome and all but well well since the last time i've blogged i can say i've changed for the better, maybe JUST a little. but good enough!

couples i din't expect to last are going strong; couples that i thought would last broke up.

back to sentosa

2011-04-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

been so long since we went to sentosa for a usual clique outing hahahaha. i really miss the girls cause time is pulling us apart. & the irony is that we're all still in the same school. so what the hell will go worst when we seperate to different schools? just thinking bout it makes me scared!

credits to mahirah for the awesome waterfall.

FUN, AGAIN!! DO IT AGAIN!!

LOVE MONTH

2011-04-04T20:42:00.007+08:00

hey babes!

really sorry for the very late update. i guess i've been busy lately. busy with school & coping with changes. HAH. this year has been a breakthrough for me. i know its just a quarter of the year and yet im speaking like the overview of the entire 2011. but still, i would like to thank god making me realise that it wasnt the end of the world for me at my darkest point last year. whatever it is, im glad the worst is over for me and you. period. SOOOOOOO since the last time i updated a lot happened but i guess i shan't elaborate much. BUT, one of the awesomest thing is that church moved to Suntec two weeks ago! woohoooooo. maybe its a bad thing for me considering that i live right beside the old building. but yet another breakthrough for chc!

baking cookies with siewwoon:

my first experience. i always wanted to do it but never did. WELL, next stop-cake baking! hahahahah i guess i'd have to wait till june to see this crazybitch again! GAH

Ryan the bestie.

you know something i realised? so many people are falling in love during march. i've known 5 couples who got together in march already. and im guessing theres another couple coming up soon hehehe. 'love is in the air' much. hahahahahahah

chenwei

2011-03-26T20:53:00.003+08:00

celebration treat @ newyorknewyork yesterday was great. shes such a generous girl hahahahaha. marina for the suprise. IT WAS A BLAST!

& to this special girl, today is your day. march is YOUR month of celebrations. y'know what i mean ;) cherish what you have & live for the best. love you babe!

3c'11

2011-03-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

what makes me happy every morning :)

hello march holidays

2011-03-12T12:18:00.004+08:00

term break is here babes. enjoy it while you can. & when school starts, BOOM- mindfucked.

15th burfdayyyyy

2011-03-12T12:12:00.003+08:00

would like to thank everyone who made my 15 birthday awesome with the celebration. and pearl who gave me this awesome present. & my girls & guyfriends ;-* love y'all!

meangirls2

2011-02-21T21:10:00.003+08:00

girls.just.wanna.have.fun. chickflick & homework @ carol's house after schoool!

friiiiiiiiii

2011-02-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

when love takes over @ school :-)

V day

2011-02-14T23:28:00.003+08:00

did the guys from our batch started acknowledging valentines' day or is it just me? hahaha. okay Matt Lanter is srsly the hottest guy on earth. none of my close friends watches 90210 so i'm always going on about how awesome it is and everyone is like 'uh...' YOU KNOW. somebody watch it plz,

life still sucks. will things get better already?!

too cool for school

2011-01-21T21:49:00.011+08:00

haven't been updating this dumb blog for quite awhile. i guess im too busy! hands are really tight recently. so many things going on. okay i'm seriously looking forward to Chinese New Year. at least a short break, right? right.

updates for now! school may suck so much but at least im still living my life. Aiming for three things this year: study hard & do well in my class, move on, and one more secretive thing which i'm not disclosing here :-) but anyways, i really hope there'll be a period of time this year when i'll feel like i like things the way they are and am really happy. like REALLY, happy. y'know. First up, Mahirah's birthday celebration. was kinda a disaster but ended off awesome-ly. hahaha if there's such a word. it was pretty hard to suprise her because she told us she wont be coming to school but in the end she did. omg, plan of going to her house after school FAILED. so when she came, we were absolutely lost because we didnt even prepared, thought of postponing the celebration to monday. And of course me and the girls planned to do so much but we cant! saddening right? i admit i was excited to go with the PINATA plan cause i love pinatas, never actually tried one okay! in the end, the girls and i, along with other peeps helped carried the STRUGGLING STRONG mahirah into the pond and BOOM, happy birthday. awesome right? could've been better >: i hope you're reading this mahirah, cause i want you to know that WE LOVE YOU! :-)

updates in school:

awww

gin is always there for me. words cant describe how much i appreciate her around me. im really really glad we didnt drift apart even though we're seperated in class this year :) SO CHEESY HAHA

havent been to church for 2 weeks. miss meiyi so much! a lot of catching up to do with her tomorrow.

till then!

about the hk trip

2011-01-03T15:41:00.027+08:00

okay update bout the last week of 2010. im kinda late since its alr jan 2011. hahahahhaha. anyway, was out with pearl then home for steamboat before meeting ryan & co for countdown. fun fun fun. getting ready for school is kinda fun. but tomorrow is gonna suck so much since its the first day of school! i cant believe i'm already sec 3. it feels like i was still a freshman in qtss. weird. so, weird.

anyways, on 23rd-29th dec i went to hongkong & macau with my family. yeah and i celebrated christmas there. but it was meaningless cause we basically did nothing?

and we saw this guy: the actor from hk dramas. i love hk dramas!

merry merry belated christmas you guys!

The venetian @ macau:

my mum & dad so cute right i know.

girl singing in a window. shes damn good but kinda retarded. HAHA

never been to a church like that. ;')

long distance relatives that showed us around ;)

one of the most retarded thing is that me and my sister saw an ice cream truck and we RAN to it with no money. then we ran across the road to our parents to get money then skipped to the truck and bought two cones. freaking retarded right. maybe cause we've never seen one. and the way mr bean buys ice cream from trucks is so tempting :B

overview of hk:

so it was nothing much. just walking,shopping, eating pigeons and oily weird stuff, learn how to speak cantonese but somehow a failure, seeing how smokers can smoke indoors, winter, dim sum dim sum and more dim sum, and my ultimate favorite........ SMELLY TOFU! okay besides chao taofu, the most memorable thing that happened to me there was when a china blurfuck attacked me with a luggage and then my mom rescued me by sticking her leg and said 'wth' and then an indian guy scolded that china blurfuck and then my father was like 'knn ccb fuck fuck fuck' all the way in the trip LOL. and then at some desert shop i was with my mom and sis. the woman spilt some of our soup on this local guy. then the guy over reacted and started scolding that woman. so poor thing huh. hongkongers violent much? hahaha I LIKE

school reopens tomorrow. happy, no?

I ♥ NY

2010-12-14T20:16:00.006+08:00

Hello stranger was awesome. Thai language is kinda interesting eh?!anywayyy vivo with pearl and virgin today. virgin cried. how cute :')

Meiyi & I tried nail art yesterday. HAHAHA. check out her UK pedicure and my NY manicure. awesome or wut? ;)

headed to town and spend loads that i regretted getting in the end. but i know the 200bucks that Wang spent was worthwhile BUT heartbreaking. BOOHOO.

fishing/toning for ryan's farewell. hes leaving tomorrow!

till then.

tangled tale

2010-12-02T23:43:00.006+08:00

met yee see lai today. it was goody good even tho it was raining the ENTIRE day and we were rushing for time like most of the time hahahaha. two ticks are officially activated on my wish list today. HAH *sense of achievement

M A N I C U R E. it was pretty rushy plus we had to walk from somerset all the way to orchard IN THE RAIN to get it done. and after its done we had to walk back to cine for a movie. PFT

RAPUNZEL: A TANGLED TALE.
(must watch!!)

when the movie ended, pearl and i was like 'THAT WAS THE BEST MOVIE EVER' we said it at the same time! and its so true. i swear

came home worn out but still had the energy to webcam with VIRGIN! i sound so retarded omg. whatever

GOODNIGHT, MYSELF.

chalet

2010-11-28T23:20:00.003+08:00

Chalet was a disaster. weeelllllll i predicted that it would be from the start cause it was serious overcrowding with my sis's group of friends or smth. nevertheless we still had fun. AWESOME.

so we did basically nothing. bbq a few stuff and most of all didnt even eat anything cause of the time limit. it was great to see all my friends though. because my sister's friends took the whole chalet, we all had to sit outside. like so pathetic HAH. BUT! thanks to ben's magic hands, he magically opened an unlocked room and we spend the rest of the night toning there. HAHAHA. the whole place was a mess but the best part was we didnt need to be reliable for anything that happened in that room. awesome or wut?

deathly hallows

2010-11-24T02:02:00.014+08:00

so its finally my turn to watch Harry Potter 7! its kinda stupid watching it cause i didnt understand HP1-5 and i didnt even watch HP6. HAHA but this movie was slightly easier to understand. It was freaking depressing when the elf died. HAHAH i was waiting for that part all along though.

Met Estelle & Meiyi later ;)

ohyah, i've been catching up on xiaxue's blog lately. she is fucking funny i swear. i am freaking amused by her HAHA. she was like 'i bleach my hair means im a step ang moh? if you're so narrow minded then fuck you lah fuck off and dont ever come read my blog again' and then she was scolding this guy on her blog, who insulted Singapore by naming it Sillypore. THEN SHE WAS LIKE, 'come on, im sure you can come with something better. how about stupidpore? spasticpore? stupidpore? stinkypoo? or singing pore? cause pores cant sing right? MUAHAHAH'

HAHAHAHAHAHA. okay i dont why im so amused. she earns thousands of bucks just by blogging! inspiring.

goodnight, readers.

goodbye sec two

2010-10-26T22:10:00.006+08:00

halloween is happening this sunday!! i cant wait cant wait. its really sucha happy ocassion and even though its kinda ironic to celebrate it as a christian, church still kinda 'celebrates' it for fun. like y'know, a casual and fun thing. i guess i'll probably be trick or treating with caroline just like last year instead of sentosa' spooktacular with mapg. anyway, it'll still be exciting!

ohyah, last day of school tomorrow! results are freaking disappointing. am telling myself to enjoy the best of this hols and then start getting serious next year. HAH, finally its the LAST day. AWESOMEEEEEEE

little things

2010-10-15T22:39:00.006+08:00

LONDON. FRANCE. PARIS. ROME. NEW YORK.
WAIT FOR ME.

gonna update once i got the pictures from nenek, till then!

WANGWANG

2010-09-06T14:48:00.001+08:00

peekture credits to wangwang ;)

wang meiyi is a biatch for ditching me on tuesday ;(

this is my typical saturday back at church. heheheheh. church nightover at east coast this friday :/ somehow i feel sick for sleeping in a sleeping bag in a tent but heck- believe it or not, i havent slept in a tent before. HAHA so nooooob. talked about pitching a tent at the grass patch outside carol's house for 100000 times but never once did it. sighhhhhh

sometimes i wonder whats in for me when this year comes to an end. i dont anticipate it and i want september to be september forever now. because when it ends; it means pain pain & more pain

TERM BREAK

2010-09-03T22:00:00.001+08:00

FUCK YEAH HOLIDAYS. even though its only for a week but still..yknow. hahahah im so sick of school. theres nothing but boredom to look forward to each day. so this week i can go visit zara and co. more often, WOOOO ;) ohyah! ryan's got a new puppy. and his name is louis vuitton. but we just gave him a chinese name wangwang/gougou. HAHA. cuteeee its so cuteeeeeeeee AHHHH hahahahah gotta enjoy myself FINALLYYYYY. exams are round the corner, guess i'll still put in some effort though

i was hoping you'd prove me wrong. ask me to stay. instead of telling me you agree with me that we should be done. well great.. its over now

2010-09-02T20:36:00.001+08:00

last day before the term break tomorrow. i have to say i cant wait to renew my wardrobe. what im looking forward to are getting the exams over and done with as well as the two whole long months of hols. right.. first day of trying to be a non-biting-nails-girl didnt went well. am trying SO HARD. i need gloves :(

I.NEED.TO.SAVE.MONEY. pretty plzzzz

2010-09-01T22:02:00.001+08:00

check out this 'cutiepie'!

town with miss yee today. zara f21 topshop and now we have a new fav- the editor's market ;) finally like FINALLY. k i just need to say it again. FINALLY SHOPPED. after so long, i think. its freaking longggg i hate the dilemna i have to make all the time before i leave the house because everything seems to suck. ohyeh, i've decided to be a not-gonna-bite-my-nails-anymore girl from now on because everywhere i go people'll give me the '.......germs.in.nails.now.in.her.mouth' face & i want pink manicure! so yeah, my ipod/phone is my only hope for awkward moments nowwwww :?

i find myself loving band more and more for the past few..weeks? even though im not so confident about even bronze for syf next year but at least for now its less intonation practice and more about the piece. talk about boredom man.
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i need shoessss

Aces Day

2010-08-31T22:48:00.001+08:00

happy teachers day to whoever! so 2B got third and woooo yay 2B! hahaha and 2A's dance was really good prolly cause of weisheng's change of gender. HAH.
caught Step Up 3D after that. i think the third one sucks most among all the three man. yay, one day of grace of tmr ;) I HAVE NO CLOTHES NO CLOTHES

vent over

2010-08-30T20:20:00.001+08:00

you know how it feels like to hate going on in life with absolutely no drive. thinking what is there to live or die for. waiting around for something you know that will never happen, or giving up on something that is everything you ever wanted. ah, these negativity SUCKS. focusing on how messed up everything seems to be is kind of a high. damn i hate acting like a pussy dang dang dang dang dang

bitch please

2010-08-29T18:41:00.001+08:00

SOT graduation at expo yesterday. and David the muscleman's birthday! anyway the graduation ceremony was really coooooool and i hope to get there with meiyi few years from now ;) Jz got me stickys! woooo
today is stay-home-day so im totally enjoying myself mugging huh huh huh. exams are round the corner, what to do?

new and ready

2010-08-27T22:41:00.001+08:00

am embarking on a new journey ;) so i've decided to renew my blog and start it over again. i know right, there isnt much changes for the skin and stuff. washing a part of memory lane could be a good thing for now, at least. i guess my blog is the only thing that keeps me reminiscing about those tiny little good times i have with the people i love. and you know what- my brain is really exploding with the coming exams and ships problems. i meant y'know, relationship friendship kinship kind of ships so yeah, i think i can go insane any minute now so HELLO NEW BLOG ;)

ohyah, happy birthday sherwin goh wei peng!